LOng Journey

Today is my last day in new team
Today I have to say goodbye for my new team
I feel unwilling because
The person at there is kindly and friendly
Besides that, I had learn a lot from that team

I tidy up the things of new team
And return to my senior who is in maternity leave…..
I also put a note on her table….
For update her on recent issue and say thank you for helping on this few months…

I have to back into old team on coming Tuesday
And learn new things….
Actually I feel scared….
Maybe I already adapt to the new team and
Now suddenly have to change again….

I have lose direction on what I have to do on coming Tuesday
I may have some idea about what I have to do in future
But not really clear on the whole picture
Maybe I have to wait and see….

I think this is the fear of changing
We have to change frequently…
Cannot too depend on the comfortable situation…..
~Change CHAnge chanGE~
p/s: it is really a new Journey for me to start future life……

People

Today I buy things from the shopping mall that near to my house
When I queue up for paying the bill
An Indian aunty asks a young lady for letting her pay first
Because she just having a pack of tomato only

But the young lady say
“no, queue up please”
She did not feel shy because she still smile at me
After she say this……
Issshhhh…..never see this kind of people before
I am thinking that
This world is that cruel???
no consideration and sympathy in our heart??

The indian aunty queue up on the another counter
She paying her bill and
The young lady only start to scan the things that she want to buy
Hahaha…. I think this is a lesson for her
~Try to be good to others~

TIRED AND BORING DAY!!!!

Today I feel sick
My whole body feel ache and feel laziness
Even I see the desktop
I also feel that is askew

I feel sleepy when I am in the office
I feel regret for not taking having half day leave
I itchy to go back home earlier

My company system is blocking fb game
I cannot online again at home……
WTH…….streamyx got PROBLEM AGAIN!!!!!
I play the facebook game ….. I don’t know how is
~My restaurant city and hotel city ~
Swt…….my life become so boring……
p/s:I think my body is full of spider net…..even I want to post my blog oso need go to office to post…..swt!!!!!!

Cloudy Sunday!!!

I having my breakfast ‘Bah Kut Teh’ with my family
My sister is treating us to eat
I think I haven’t eat for 3 months already
Hahaha… dun always eat….
If not, will feel bored soon…..

Before that,
I hear and saw news from newspaper
That our nose has worms inside there…..
The worm can lead our nose snuffle, lead our memory fall off and etc…
I have plan to do this for few years ago

My friend got does this before
She go to the witch house and
The witch gives her smell something
Then the worms will come out from her nose

Today I go to the town
One of the herbal doctor focus on this disease
Not Witch house ooooo…….
They put the herbal on the medal which is burn till the color in red….
They ask me to blow the straw
Then the worm will come out from the straw…..
The little and tiny worms will die when they lay on the metal
p/s:I feel nothing after get the worms out…..but mom insist me to go second time …..
and catch the worm till finish

HaPPY BirthDaY

Happy Birthday to me….
Today as usual go to work…..
Today what is the different are many people wishing me….
‘Happy Birthday, Carren’
The wishes are around me….
My colleagues and family wishing me, sum friend wishing me thru message, instant messenger, facebook and calling
Thanks, friends and family

After get off from work,
I hang out with my friend
Laine, Sok Ying, Wilson and Chee Kin
Sok Ying fetches me to meet up them
We meet up with them at Korean restaurant which state at Penang

On the way going to there
Sok Ying and I send regards to each other
Because we din have contact for long time ago….
We having our own life after cum back from UK

After having dinner
They having the birthday cake for me
And give me some present to me
Also took sum photo at there
Thanks, friends

After we meet up with Ching Yee
And we go to next round…..
‘Ban Ho’ ~hawker center
We chat with each other and the discuss for our next holiday plan
Thanks to my lovely friends…..

When I reach home is 11:55pm
Just left 5 minutes
My b’day is passing ored…..
My sisters and brother taking the b’day cake and
Singing the b’day songs to me
This is surprising me…….

They feel excited
Because just left 5 min oni…..
They scare me din come bec before 12am
I feel happy and touching because I never think that they will buy me a cake
I feel touching~My sister is going to exam on tomorrow morning and
Waiting me until 12 am….
Thanks for waiting me, my lovely sisters and brothers…
p/s:I have 4 cakes for this year…….really touching for wishes …… feel thankful for all wishes, present and cakes

Nice Day!!!

Today I have two cakes for myself
Hehe…..my colleague is too many
And just me birthday on this month
So I will have two cakes…..

I have choose the cake which are my favorite
~chocolate chips walnut~
Then I have to choose another cheese cake since
My colleagues want 1 cheese cake…..
~marble cheese~

I want to thanks to my sister
Because she pays the cake in advance
I feel that today is my birthday
Because I take a lot of photo at there

Today I having few blog for one day
Because lazy for this few day
My sister asks me to call her
Who is going to Australia for two months

We having some conversation that we never have before
I think we never have such sharing before…
Hahaha….this is a good starting
Good JOB….wakakaka
Thanks for your birthday wish
Thank you, Jacyline
p/s:trying to enjoy your Australia life…..dun let yourself regret on future…..

I open the profile of facebook….
I realized that many people wishing me on there
Thanks for all of the wishes,
Thanks friendsssssssssss…………..
p/s: I found that I’m not alone…….and never walk alone…….

Release Stress Day!!!

Today I feel very tiring for being middleman
Haiz…….big issue at working place

At the previous meeting
The vendor say will do this after April~ first way
But they do other way~ second way
Then the logistic gal sends out the mail to the vendor
Asking why they still doing that….

Vendor keeps on saying they are not saying this before that
But three of us is listening that
I call my colleague who is on maternity leave about
~ which is the better way ~
She say that the best way is first way
As discuss in the previous meeting

My vendor blame me that why I telling my colleague
for what we discuss in the meeting
I think he is ki siao already
Because I have to report to my colleague what is going on this few month
After she coming back,
She will handle it back

Then my manager call my colleague n asking her
My colleague says the best way is second way
As what the vendor do now….

I angry that what for that I do this….
Why I should arguing this on behalf of her
Then after that
She send the message to me say thet
‘sorry for confusing’
What can I say now is ~WTF~

After this
I really cannot do any work….
I angry until do not know do what

I directly get out from the office at 5pm sharp
I go to doing facial directly
To relax myself from the stress
After doing massage and doing facial,
I directly released my stress out….
p/s: luckily I got do facial for release out….if not, I do not know what the way to released the stress

Excited DAy!!!

I want to online online online….
I cannot online for today again….
I plan want to post my blog to here….
So I just watch movie at home….
Haiz….boring day again…..

Today I feel scare on working time
Because the password of my colleague is getting to change
I scare the system will lock because
I did not log in for two week already…
Before that, my colleague always reminds me must change the password…
After change the password,
I feel disburden after change feel the password can be used

After this
I feel no energy to work already
I feel very tired after rushing for this and that
p/s: finally the working time is pass through

Tired Day!!!

Today feel very tired because
Did not have enough time to sleep on yesterday
After having a snap at lunch time
But still feel tired …..
I have book the facial course at evening
Hehe….got 60% for facial course….
So I can have more rest after working day…
I can relax at that time….
My sister keep on remind me the time for facial

I plan to get out from the office at 5pm
When I go want to get out
Suddenly have something issue at office….
After I get through the work
So I just leave at 5:15pm

I have to rush back to home to fetch my sis
I reach the beauty center at 5:45pm…
The beautician tell me that I cant do facial now
Because they have to get out from their office
The course will take 2 hours ….
So I do facial today…..
p/s:I want to massage….SOB……SoB…….

KL DAy Trip!!!

My parents, sister and I depart at 6pm to kl….
On the way
Talk a lot at car……
Is time for me drive… from Tapah to Sungai Buloh
Because my father feels tired ~ not taking enough rest on yesterday….

After leave the highway,
We have our lunch at Sungai Buloh with my father’s friend….
5 of us have to finish two fishes, one plate of mee, vegetables and ‘yin yong’
I feel full for eating all this…..
At last, we leave half plate of ‘yinyong’…..

We had check in into hotel after lunch….
Have a rest for few hours…..
And going to Times Square for buying something
~finally I buy few boxes of eyes mask- it is damn cheap~
~a jaket for office wear- I very like it~

We go back hotel by LRT ~ because traffic jam around Pavilion and Times Square there
But there is heavily rain outside there
We have to leave Times Square earlier
Because we have another plan at night~hehe

Yeah!!!! Yeah!!!!
Finally the moment that I waiting is coming…..
FULLHOUSE at Sunway Pyramid
I like the theme of this restaurant
I order the ‘Wok-Sear Chicken Chop’
Hmmmmm…..very delicious!!!!
I love the sauce and the mashed potato of this dish of main course….

At there
We encounter a singer ~ ‘ 朱浩仁’ having dinner
He wears a blue coat and blue hat ~ with sunglass
He looks very handsome~

Many people celebrate their birthday at there
There is 3 group of people celebrate for that day
But they having the birthday with different way
Waiters and waitresses is taking the present or cakes by singing birthday song
~All waiters and waitresses come to the table and sing the birthday song~

After we have our dinner….
We take some pictures at there….
Haizzzz…….unfortunately our camera is out of battery….
If not, I think we will take a lot of picture at there….
p/s: I never think I have been there before…….thanks, big boss and sister

Holiday Coming!!!!

Today I meet my old team manager at coffee room
She asking me that how is new team work….
So far okay ma???and
She ask me find her when have nothing to do
Because she has many invoices to key in…. :-(

She says if I can’t go in work on Saturday
Then I should stay back to clear for this few day
For clear my work finish before Saturday…..
I have to start to support two teams on next week
I also have start overtime on next week……

I had post a status on facebook….
I post a statement
I don’t care what you say about me ….I din voice up doesn’t mean I DON’T KNOW….
I surprise because many people put comment on my status
And support my statement…..
Thanks, friend……

p/s:I hope that person that I mean could realize…..and stop doing childish things….
Stop show your stupid pity face in front of people…..stop make untrue statement about me…..

My Impression!!!

My friend had send me the personality test (in Chinese)
~eat steamboat to measure temper of the person~
I had send the test to my friend…..
I mistakenly send the test to a person who does not know Chinese word

I admire her patience
because she translate the answer into English word by word…
I just help her go into the answer….
By translating the question one by one……
This test s quite accurate…..

After I tell her my answer…..
I get consulted by her…..
She becomes my psychology doctor…..
She consult wat attitude should me have…..dun always being kind person….
Should voice up for my own opinion & position…..

Besides that,
She also tell me the first impression of me
When she first time see me
She says me like the person who is unfriendly, quite and depressed….
The person who will sit at the corner and play fingers…..

She asks me that….
Am I that kind of person???
I think I have to go back and ask my friend
Kekeek……
After that,
She adds one more sentence……
‘Actually you are out of expectation, quite friendly,……have improvement already’
If no this statement,
I think I can’t sleep tonight…….
p/s: maybe you are right, try to express ourselves when we think we are right…..

DaiLY BLog AgAin!!!!

Today I cant awake at the earlier morning
Because I was turn off the alarm ringtone……
And continue my sleep time
Fortunate my sister wakes me up….

I feel boring at workplace
Really no mood at working…..
Maybe I feel bored with the work…..

I feel irritation because
I cant online at tonight…….
Issssshhhh……. I feel bored tonight…..
Luckily I have to movie watched at home……
Hehee….. I can spend my free time by watch movie…..

My friend told me that
Today is ‘black valentine’ that is celebrate by Korean
i think i din har it before
by the way
Wish all of my friend have a nice
“BLacK VAlenTine Day”

Daily Blog.....

Today I decide go kl with my parents and my sisters
Kl Again!!!!
I think there maybe is my second home
I almost go kl every month…..

I think this time quite different
Because we can go to eat dessert that famous at kl
And some shopping center that I seldom go
Just want to walk walk at kl…..

This really thanks to our big boss…..
because bring us go around kl….
Kekeke…..song song…..
I want to take more photos at there……
Yummy yummy!!!!

KL ….. I am coming

Monday BLUe!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhh……
Monday again~ Monday blue!!!!
I feel tired to work…..
I have a nap when coming home to have lunch……
Luckily have a nap……then I will have energy to work back
But no OT for today…….

I feel surprise because few of my old friend is contact me recently….
I feel happy…..at least I still remember by u all….
Thanks a lot…..

I want to upload my photo on blogspot
For the previous blog
But I just able to upload 1 photo only……
I really geram with the streamyx……
The line so slow…..

After upload the photo,
I feel tired and go to sleep early….
But I’m not success…..
Because I always disturb by a small little chicken!!!
~ah kai…..I HATE YOU!!!!

Every night wanat ot go bed…..
But always disturb by him……kek si me!!!!

HAppy Day!!!

Today I had hang out with my old friend
I think I din meet up with old friend for two years already
I’m sorry…..I promise no next time….
I think v can having movie on other day again!!!

I feel happy and glad to hang out with them…..
We having lunch at ‘shu ling’
Then we also make a lot fun at there….
I think I never laugh like ‘siao poh’ with them already
Even though just six of us attending this gathering….
But I think I had satisfied…..
Better than no people attend…..
Thank you to Mei Ling, Ching Yee, Kok Boon, Chee Kin and Wei Chung
Give me face and attending this gathering

After having lunch….
We go to GSC for choosing a movie to watch…..
I think we have nothing to do other than movie….
So we choose to watch clash of titans….
But we have two hours to go….
SO…….
We have tea at the Cape that I having the dinner at there on Friday night….

Finally our two hours is pass
Then we have our movie……
But our seat is too near to the screen
And we watch the movie like 3D although we just watch normal version only
This movie is could be nicer if in 3D version
I strongly recommend this movie
The story of this movie is quite nice….
GooD GOOd GooD…..

We only go back home after movie.
p/s: although me feel very tired…..but I feel happy and glad to meet up with they all

before going out

Lazy gal!!!!

today I sleep til 11am
I think I have break my own record:
Because I never sleep till 11am before
Hahaha…..I just left 1 hour for morni1.ng
And going to afternoon soon…..

Me and my sis going to Pacific
Because she wana buy things and
She asks me accompany her to shop….
Kekekeke….actually I follow her go purpose 1…..
1. I no need drive ~ because I am lazy to drive
2. I want to look for anything that I am just left out
3. I want to take my graduate photo….i think I left the photo on the shop for few week ored…….

I think I have pick some cheaper things….
Keeke…..it is satisfy myself…..
Yeah!!!! I had get what I want…….

Wohhhoooooooo!!!!

Today I promise my sister go to night market
But I had ‘put aeroplane’ at last….
waakka....I had buy many movies to her....as my promise.....
And I go to watch movie with my friend….

Laine tell me that 3 movies that can be choose…..
Future crop, being human and the clash of titans….
Future crop ~bad comment from multimedia……
The clash of titans ~ I scare no nice…..
So I decide to choose being human……coz Singapore movie is quite funny

After I hear my sister says the clash of titans is very nice
I feel regret to choose being human ……
BUT
This movie is quite funny
I quite miss the actor “pui”……wakakaka……really very funny
And they sing ‘sorry’……
This movie also using ending to cheat the audience…..
This may be the new trick to attract the audience……
p/s: me feel damn tired after having movie

Weekend is Coming!!!

Today I have design my blog layout
But I plan to design for a part first…..
Today I had promise my sister to buy the DVD on tomorrow….
Wah…..i had no watch movie for long time ago….
yeah!!! is time for me to watch all the movie that i miss out!!!

For my weekend…..
I still thinking what the plan is should be…
For Saturday……maybe I will go for shopping……
~no more work for Saturday~
Actually I want to meet up with my friend on Saturday night
But my friend maybe no free on that day……

For Sunday,
I want to meet up with my diploma friend….
Yeah!!! I’m looking forward for that gathering
Even though majority of them will not attend the gathering…..

Friend!!!!

Today I found that I’m in bad mood in this morning
I cant work for the whole morning
Because I had send a message to two of my friend
And they din reply my message~ maybe they change hp number
I think I’m going to lost two of my friend…….
I feel very upset….because this is my fault
~I had no contact or meet up with them for a year~

Luckily one of my friends is reply my message…..
Her late reply because she din wake up yet…..thanks, friends!!!
I will appreciate our friendship properly…..i promise it
I think is time to find out all of my friends and meet up…..
~wont get myself regret for losing friends~
After my friend reply me……I just cant relax myself and continue my work…..

I realize that I love to hear Disney love song and
Taylor Swift’s song
And work at the same time…..
It bring my mood up………

At the evening,
I have bought the clothes to reward myself
I think I din buy new cloth for two months
Kekeke….is time to reward myself!!!!

LIFE!!

today I watch the news at my lunch time
the news talk about “love life” in Taiwan
many Taiwan artist is promote this activity
and promote in the video…..
but the most touching is the first movie dat the cancer patient promote this activity

suddenly I have illumination
we have to appreciate the person around us….
Family, friends, etc……
Because our life is so short….ppl around us may leave us in a sudden
The cancer patients want their life longer but they have limited time for their life
They only can try to achieve the wishes when they are still alive
p/s: try to appreciate what you have now…..dont too high expectation for what you should have…..

PLAN PLAN PLAN

Monday is coming again!!!
I have start to work for five days then oni have 2 days rest
2day no in working mood….
Feel lazy n tiring for whole day

I have to plan for reward myself for working hard……
Kekekek……wat should I buy for rewarding myself
Ermmm…..many things wana buy to satisfy myself…..
Just plan plan n plan…….to avoid waste money

After working hours
I want to watch the MTV of the song
Then I force my sisters to sing karaoke
Kekeke……I satisfy myself ored……
p/s: Actually I forcing them sing the song by telling them they long time din't sing karaoke ored....kekeke

I want to change my blog’s layout and download picasa
But the streamyx got problem……ishhhhh!!!

Cheng Beng Festival!!!!

I go to cheng beng as last year
But this also cause me very tired for whole day
The weather is very hot!!!!
I take the umbrella for the whole morning…..kekek
I have to pray ancestor, aunty and my family name’s gravestone….
Wowoooo….so tiring

I think I have slept about two hours plus plus after coming bec
AND
Continue movie movie movie again…….
The whole weekend is passing with simple……

Working DAy

I have go to work on Saturday1!!!
This is because my boss ask me go back office to work on Friday
Before I get off from my office

2day I no mood in working
Maybe is the server down or no air-cond in office
I try to convince myself to turn my mood on
I try to satisfy myself by buying SUBWAY for my lunch~ as reward!
Hahahah…..I had using positive reinforcement that we learn from management

I do the matching as usual
I listen my favorite radio and do the matching at the same time
The system is hanging at there
This is one of the reason that cause me slow in matching
I feel frustrated because I had waiting 1 hour for the system respond

Sometime I’m thinking that we cannot too kind to others
They will take advantage on us….
So we have to cruel to the person who do not appreciate on our work
p/s: sometime treat people good = treat ourselves cruel. We are not stupid, we just don’t want fight back…..

Friday!!

Yeah !!! Friday is coming!!!
I Love Friday!!!
I just feel wana go out….maybe I have to plan to go out
Ermmmm…. where to go???
I plan!!!!! I plan !!!
I haven’t finish plan and my friend Wilson is calling to having dinner with our UK gang

Luckily he call us for dinner…..thanks Wilson
I drop my car at laine’s condominium and sit CK’s car to the Korean Restaurant
The restaurant is place near to island plaza
The food is quite delicious….
Not too spicy and not too sour....
The environment is quite good and nice….
The important ~ the Food is quite cheap

We having joke at there…
I think I haven’t laugh so happily with friend for long time..…
I’m so happy that have a fun with friend!!!!!
Thanks a lot!!!

Happy April Fool

Who is get trap of joke on 2day???
Hahaha….I think nobody except me…
2day me is too busy
I read the message that my sister send to me on lunch time
She sends the message that
She is upset and very down, she ask me for help

My sis sends another message to her friends…..
Her friends is ready go to toilet
Her friend directly phone to her because her friend thought what is going on
But my sister wish her ‘Happy April Fool’ once she answer the call
Her friend says I want to ‘pang sai pun beh cheng’
haaha...very funny

The joke could bring bad consequence to others,
Sometime this may destroy trust of someone to others
P/s: We can joke with others, but:
1. dun joke on the matters that the person sensitive or the person will take it serious
2. dun joke when people talk seriously with you

Charateristic of human!!!

Sometime I found that some people have bad characteristic, because:

They are too arrogant or too proud for themselves
They wont give a hand for helping people
And proud for the little success

Some people is selfish
They will do anything for their own benefit
They will keep any advantage for themselves without sharing to others

Some people would betray their friend
Because they think friend is getting used
There is no real friend in their world
~they actually forget they need friend when their family no beside them

Some people is protect their ‘faces’
~and willing talk something s bad to hurt people…..
But actually they are the one who losing their own ‘face’

Actually without this few kind persons,
The one who is weak wont grow up by themselves
GAMBATEH!!!

Don’t too upset that getting hurt from this type of people
You should happy that they are prepare you for the challenging world in the future
You should thank to them for train you to be stronger
p/s: try to optimist and don’t too concern with what people say and what people think of you ~you could not change the world but you could able to change urself ~